silence

darkness and silence

June 15, 2004

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June 14, 2004

Love 2

By the sweet sound
Through the years
Our love leaped bounds
Across all fears
Soaring through clouds
Chasing over sea
The sweetness is loud
Forever it will be
The silence is found
Between us it is with
Muting all heard sounds
No more grief
The happiness exists
Only within our hold
Honey sweet it is
The beauty it beholds
The shared secret
Only we both possess
Nothing to fret
Not known by the rest
The natural beauty lies in between
Makes us free
Escaping from misery
Lights us the darkness
Softens all falls
Only love comes first
Only love calls
Feeling so secure
Knowing when is right
Makes life so pure
Makes living bright
Love is gentle
Love is sweet
Love is beautiful
Love is for us to keep



Soft

I stare out of the window, into the night.
Seeing to stars shining so bright.
Lying in my bed, feeling mellow.
Under the cover, all so shallow.
Your love for me is stronger than steel.
Your devotion to my is what I can feel.
You make us all my dreams,
Save me from all nightmare screams.
The memories of you are haunting me.
Sometimes, love is all so scary.
To me, you're soft, so gentle, so nice.
You hold me dear until the sun rise.
You exist just too much in my head.
All these happen like there's no mistake.
Of just living life, I instead,
Live for you, it's give and take.
Our love exists like the rising sun.
So promising, so nice, so tender...
The heat makes me numb.



Wonder

Wonder when I'll tell you.
How much I love you so.
It's been ages since I did.
I don't know how to count.
It's been long and I'm afraid
Of your innocence of this love.

I feel exceptionally moserable.
When I see you not with me.
I don't know whether.
We're to be together.
I never had the courage to try it out...
Never told you I liked you abit,
Now the feeling's grown and it's too much.

My heart pains when I see you.
I'm confused, I don't know what to do.
What if you don't accept my love for you?
Running to and fro,
Trying to forget you.

Oh boy, don't you know,
How much I love you so?
It's alot, this love and maybe you can pay it back...?



Alone

Why did you go away?
And leave me alone?
For why did you not stay?
And leave me on my own?

All these questions linger in my head.
All unanswered, I'm so afraid.
Being alone isn't fun.
Only you standing under the sun...

Brings you borebom,
Fetches you gloom.
All you can actually think of,
It nothing but doom.

Touches the sadness.
Lingers the pain.
Standing all alone under the rain.

Why did you go away?
And leave me alone?
For why did you not stay?
And leave me on my own?



Heartache 3

My heart is broken,
I'm lost in tears.
I'm living simply in a world of fear.
I sleep to the darkness,
Drown in the light,
Don't know what I did tou receive this plight.
I wake to the evening,
Died to the dawn.
Only to ever realize,
That you are gone.
I live in the darkness,
Creep in the light.
Crawl in stealth,
Full of filth.
Blown over by the wind.

June 04, 2004

Chill Out

I'm telling you, we are through.
All these happened because of you.
You caused this misery, started this crime,
You're just wasting all my time.
Why did you pull me into false pretence?
Let the feelings change into more than friends?
Make me love you more than I ever did before.
And now you leave me hanging by the door.
You liar, you cheat, you insane freak...
Used me up to earn your keep.
Drained me out and worn my soul,
Leave me alone here so cold...
Stab my heart and bled it dead.
Of you now my tears are afraid.
Life is suffering, life is hard.
Life shoots past as fast as a dart.
On my knees gasping for breath.
All you fault and all your stealth.
Crushed me tiny, pounded me small,
Abandoned me here and thats not all.
Took my breath and stole my soul.
One day you'll pay, my foe.
We're chilled out and we are gone.
The good old days are now forlorn...

May 31, 2004

Confusion

you said you liked me
but i don't know if
you're to be trusted
you only known me for a while
can this be called love
you're getting me confused
i don't know what to do
you're making me lose my sleep
i dream of you all the time
you float in my thoughts all the while
you occupy my entire life
do you not know that, boy?
it's hard to eat
it's hard to sleep
all because you're in my mind
you seem to overtake my life
or is it because your love rules
or is it the feelings have deepened
i'm feeling so damn confused now
come and free me from my agony



Heartache 2
you left me at the door
left me all alone

you swept past me in a blink
i was forgotten all along
abandoned me by myself
leaving me to die alone

the tears are drowning me as i cry
my heart is bleeding as i think
why did you leave me to fend for myself like that

Love
i ask myself why i love you so
thought inside i know the answer
the question takes up less than a line
but the answer can go on for eternity

i love the wat you smile at me so sweetly
i adore the way you laugh so nicely
you seem to bring the peace with you
i admire your charm and serenity
your words bring along with it grace
your embrace encloses me in love
your kiss kilences all the doubts held

now i know why i only think about you
i told you the list goes on and on
love is sacrificial, love is sweet
love is for a lifetime, it's for eternity
love is me, not only me alone
love is with you, or it's nothing at all...

May 04, 2004

Anger

F*** you off and go to die
Who are you, you made me cry
WHo are you? i don't know you
And meither do you know me too
I can't believe you say you understand me
How can you say that when to me you be
so bloody unfair to what i do
Spying at me at every nook and crook
You're evil, you're a monster and i know no one like you.
You're a sucker, i'll never say i do.



The River of Love

Gently, the water winds down the stream...
Softly, the trees near the banks whisper...
Silently, the boat you sit on travels down the water...
I run bare-footed, padding across the grass....
Where are you going? Why are you moving so fast?
Are you going yo leave me here till my last?
PLease, stop, please wait for me...
Let me board your boat with you...
I don't care if there's a waterfall.
I'll fall with you and to me, that's all
Bring me with you and i'll die with you...
I run bare-footed across the grass.
Where have you gone? WHy did you move so fast?
YOu have disappeared from my eyes....
Far from where the river cries.

April 26, 2004

Fallen Leaves

The times I called you,
You never replied.
The times I missed you,
You were never there,
The times I needed you,
You disappeared.

At times I wondered were you lying to me.
When you solemnly promised that you will be,
at my side for eternity.

The leaves that have fallen from the trees,
Are nothing existing but memories.
THe times I spent with you were wasted down the drain
When will I ever see you again?



Cold Uncertainty

You used to talk to me but what's going on?
You are ignoring me for now a time too long.
I stand on this cold unfriendly bridge waiting to fall.
IN the icy cold water where I will drown.
This cold uncertainty is going nowhere.
Who'll hold my hand and bring me out of the darkness?
Why am I lost here all alone? Why won't you come take me home?
Why do I not have a home to go to? Won't you offer me a place?
This cold uncertainty is leaving me in the streets.
I'll lie here, freeze here, die here.
And you'll never know...



The Dark

Running through the drak alley,
I search for the light that shines within.
I can't seem to find it, it disappeared
My life of happiness will not appear.
The gleam of evil threatens to pounce.
I close my eyes and I see nothing.
Where have all the good things gone?
The rainbow, the smiles, the melodious song?
Why that all is left is bad?
The tears, the unfortunate, all is sad.
Where is the light that shines from within?
I can't seem to find it, it disappeared.....



Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

Yesterday was a day full of tears
Where my life was nothing but fear
You weren't there when I needed you
Where are you? -To this world I'm new.


Yesterday brought back the bad memories
It wilts the flowers, kills the trees
I ran and ran, to hide all the way
I ran and I'm tired till I found today


Today is better as in I didn't cry
But ugly dark clouds fill the sky
Caught in the rain, drenched from head to toe
Am I that unlucky? -I don't know


Today I thought you'd be here
Unfortunately, my wish was too dear
Why did you not appear with am unbrella in hand
To shelter me from the rain?


I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day
In which everyvody will be bright and gay
I'm sure you'll be there for me
After all the few day you haven't been


Will you? Can you? Be here tomorrow?
To make me smile and drown my sorrow?
So many can happen in just 3 day.
Each with individual different ways.

April 12, 2004

Cruelty

I was too soft, too restless on your smile.
But now I regret that I should not have done.
The sleepless nights have kept me afraid.
Am I to be like this or death is to take?

The time of mercy, the linger of fate.
Worn me out and stole my soul.
This penalty of my selfish regime.
Is what hope not to look at.



Forbidden Love

The first time you looked at me,
I knew you were the one.
The person I've been waiting for,
all this while.


Soon, you stared into my eyes
and a spark broke out.
Unfortunately, it lasted awhile.


You touched my lips
and the feeling lingers.
But before long, I knew it was unfatefullness.
The time you cheated me of was not to take.
Sooner or later I've to seal my fate.